Escape

I sit here and watch days go bye
Not even having the strength to let myself cry
Or let myself feel, too scared of the feeling
Cant even face the pain, so where is the healing
Laying here so hard not to reminisce
Of ur laugh, ur touch, ur kiss
Ur eyes, ur voice, ur smile
All the things that simply drive me wild
Wonderin if u still thinking of me
is our future too blurry to see
They say time will tell
Meanwhile it feels like im livin in hell
Fighting within me to call u all the time
So hard when its only u on my mind
I wanna give u sum space
Jus keep having dreams of ur pretty face
I regret so many things I wish I could take it back
Never meant to scare u, hurt u, n that is just a fact
I wish u forgive me, so we can continue living
So our love can continue to grow, their r no ceilings
Without u, writing is my only escape
And I know I made my share of mistakes
But being without u I cant take……..